Decisions, Dilemma & Ironies . . . .

The time is almost up where the decision has to be made . . .

do i take up the challenge and leave the comfy surroundings once more?
what do i hope to achieve over there which i still have no idea . . . or rather what can i achieve over there? The term to serve over there is not short but then its not long . . do i look just at the monetary gains or do i look for something else but that. But what really is that something else i am looking for?? Will i get the best of both worlds (which i hardly think is possible). .

but what will i be missing here? or rather what will i miss here? do i stay where i am, or do i move on? this uncertainty looms at every turn we take, do we seize or do we resist?


I used to think i will not work for money but something else, the biggest irony of them all . . .
The " i work to live and not live to work" idea is becoming so entrangled that we can no longer keep a clear distinction which is which . . . very true are the words of "you gain some, you lose some" . . . .

i'll end the note here . . still wondering which paths to take . . . .


RT